November 22, 2012

Dreams do come true!

I can't believe it! Lana Del Rey is coming to Lithuania and I'm holding the ticket to the concert in my hands right now!!! I'm sooooo happy! Now I'll wait for the summer to come even more :)

November 21, 2012

Dance dance dance!

On saturday night me and my dance partner went to a very nice lindy hop dance competition "Lindy Hop Classic Couples 2012". We had an amazing time there. Though we did not compete because we didn't have time to get ready ( all my fault, university takes all my time ), we still danced all night long and watched other amazing and interesting performances. It was really great and we promised ourselves - next year we'll also be on that stage!

The live orchestra

The winners

The beginning

Guest jazz performance
See the winner's dance here:

November 16, 2012


Recently I had to study so much, that I hadn't had time to do anything. I never though that it would take this much effort to study in an university. Although everyone told me, that it's not going to be easy, not even in my wildest imagination I could imagine that I will ever have to go through what I'm going through now. I don't have time for anything - friends, fun, family - everything's abandoned. In my few minutes that are free I try to do something interesting or useful, but I never have the energy. The days pass with me stuck in the routine. And because I don't have any time to make new memories, I start to remember old ones and feel so nostalgic. So many friends, who I though were with me for a lifetime, are distant and not mine anymore, so many adventures forgot and so many of them never happened. It's sad sometimes when life turns to such a different angle. Half a year ago I would have said that the things that are happening now, would never happen  And the bad thing is that I don't know if everything is for the best, but I surely hope so. The weird thing is that even though I feel sad all the time, I can't help but feel extremely happy for no reason at all at the same time. This sadness makes me enjoy simple things that I wouldn't enjoy normally. It's interesting how a person can feel so many feelings at the same time. It feels like I'm in love, but not with another person, but with myself, my life and the fact that I'm miserable at the same time makes me somehow even more happy. Strange isn't it?

These are some pictures that me and one of my now-lost-friends took. I just felt like  reviewing them today and then remembered how much I liked them. So I'm sharing them here.

November 11, 2012

The truth

Lately I've been feeling so sick and tired. Tired from studies, tired from all the people and their opinions. I felt so lonely and sad that I couldn't live further that way anymore. But then I understood that you need a brakedown to feel truly alive. I suddenly understood the truth that we always hear, but never listen to. If you don't have anyone to be with or if you don't have anyone who's proud of you, you always have yourself to be the person you need the most. Not what people think defines you, it's what you do, what you think, what you achieve. You don't need anyone else's opinion to be great or beautiful, you only need to know it yourself to truly be that way. And the most important thing is that you never should even try to fit in, to be like others, to do what others do, to follow other people. Be original, be yourself and then others will follow you. Create the life you want to live to be truly happy. Don't try to live anyone else's life.

November 4, 2012

Time flies

These are the pictures that I took with my old Zenit photocamera two summers ago near my grandparent's summerhouse. I just love the old school spirit it gives to the pictures. Even though I didn't actually know how to use the camera properly back then, I really like these pictures and they remind me of a hot beautiful summer.

November 2, 2012

Just a quote

It's a qoute from one of my favourite blogs I truly agree with it with all my heart.